I love him more than anyone or anything that I’ve ever come across and that scares me to no end. I’m going to distance myself because I need to see if he will try to stay in my life and also because if I don’t, I’ll never be able to let go. but then that poses a problem because what if I do that and we both feel the same but things never go back to the way they were… I never believed I’d find my soul mate but at age 17 I think I found him. my trust issues will always get in the way tho and I can’t help but remember that we both have pasts and because of that I force myself to believe that I’m nothing special to him, even when he tells me that I am.
I’ll follow back